Good sleep.

Greetings mortals,

I have finally decided to awaken from my seemingly eternal sleep.

I have nothing much to say, really, so I guess I'll just post random thoughts collected off the surface of my minute brain:

1. I'm hungry
2. I love Melissa
3. I love sex
4. 2 and 3 are independent events of each other.
5. My awesome bestfriend's birthday is just next week, I'm so 3xcit3d.
6. I think I'll get her that $1,635 LV bag. OF course it's not expensive, nothing's too expensive for my bestest friend.
7. Maybe I'll sell my house too to get her the A|X dress she's been lusting after.

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Okay being the very busy man that I am, I have to stop here for today, and happy waiting till my next entry!







ps: it's obviously Amy speaking, not kaiyi, for he'll never post his love for sex so openly.
Sexy sexy time!

22nd August

For the first time in a long time, the author of this blog sleeps with a smile on his face.

Every Road Pay

Sorry for the drought of blog posts, I've been busy with studying, driving and racing.

Virtually of course.

I'm listening to Mssr LHL speak about ERP and other such related stuff. Not to sound very political but...

Why not just do away with ERP?

Bah. I can't understand some of the policies instituted by the large man up there on the screen.

Anyway, exams are up! Yeah there be witches and dragons in the coming days ahead. Let's see how they'll go.

Human Factors, 19th (that's tomorrow. More luck, please.)
AAFES, 22nd
AES, 25th
ACNS, 27th

Thankfully I'm going to have some sort of break in the middle. Going to go out with Melissa on the 22nd for the fireworks display at Marina Bay after the paper. It'll be a good one I think. Yay.

L is for the way...

Running on just 2 hours worth of sleep on a Monday is not the best thing that could happen to you. Especially if what fueling you happens to be caffeine.

Lots and lots of it. See, I had to finish this video for my group and it isn't the easiest video in the world to edit, so I had to stay up the whole night, wrack my brains and steel my resolve in, well, resolving it. Instead of my budgeted 3 hours I spent damn near 5 hours fiddling with transitions, effects, cutting, splicing, joining and general finagling. Hell, it would have been much easier to teach a lamppost to tie some shoelaces. Upside down.

Exams and lab tests are just around the corner and I need to buck up very fast or there'll be no more left of me to go around once the vultures descend, in the form of lecturers and parents.

OK I really need to sleep. Catcha guys later and so sorry for the ridiculously worked post.

Gram

Goodbye Grandma.

Thank you for the years you spent with us.

Thank you for the stories you shared.

Thank you for your sound, parted advice.

Thank you for the love and care you showed.

Thank you for everything that you showed you cared.

Thank you, too, for all the idiosyncrasies you ever showed.

Now as we see you lying, peacefully in this ornate wooden box, we think back on the times that you spent with us. They weren't always happy times and no doubt many unwelcome events did happen, but you were first and foremost our elder, our grandmother, and for that we respect you forever.

Goodbye Grandma.

We remember you forever.

A Day To Remember

It's probably too late to be regretting what I should or should not have done. The inevitable's coming, be in no doubt about that. It's just a matter of time. Days, rather.

Her right lung has already filled with fluid and her left is barely functioning - just down to one-fifth of its total capacity. My grandmother is one strong lady but even Mother Nature has her way at times and this unfortunately is one of them. She is completely dependent on oxygen because the doctors tried to take her off it for 2 hours today and it went downhill from there, so they put her back on.

She can't eat because she's already so weak and can barely breathe. Just 4 mouthfuls is enough to make her exhausted. Sleeping is the only way the body knows how to conserve what little precious remaining power there is and that's exactly what it did. To that effect it has slurred her speech and has made her totally unable to finish more than 6 sentences before running out of puff at the 7th.

I guess after 90 years, your body simply does not want to work any more. It's seen its fair share of abuse and care over the years but no matter what you do, us being humans, it all comes to an end one day. It's never in our psyche to believe that we can fall one day and never get back up again but this is exactly what's happening to my grandma now, right in front of my very eyes.

Whichever holy being is up there, I strongly urge you to send your messenger down and deliver the final rites. It would mean so much to us. Please.

My friend who was

I am fed up. Utterly, completely fed up. I felt have pain in this friendship for too long and it's time I did something about it.


I'm not going to care any more. I cannot waste my time on someone who does not understand that I do.

You have ceased to affect me now.